Without Prejudice Mervelee Myers Spent 10 Years Writing About Systemic Discrimination Breaches Of Equality Act 2010 Protected Characteristics HMCTS Miscarriages Of Justice CJS CPS Cover Up A-Z Of Abuses Of Adults Young People Children Before Realizing Why I Dedicated Life Safeguarding SEND Families As The Early Years Practitioner Who Developed Listening Ethos Mama Experienced PTSD Unable To Communicate LOVE Emotionally She Quarreled For Her Rights To Be Heard Marcus Garvey “If We As A People Realized Greatness From Which We Came We Would Be Less Likely To Disrespect Ourselves” I Pass The MIRAGE On So I Can Begin To Live Again Am Sorry For Unintentional Pains I Cause Families Friends But They Are Responsible For Abandoning Me After Taking All I Have Am Aware Of My Deficits That Must Not Define Me I Function With Mental Physical Impairments Until Death Of Mother With Dementia During Arnold Ebenezer Journey Dealt Cruelest Blows Made Voiceless Vulnerable Salt Poured Into Depression Chronic Anxiety OCD Arthritis Diabetes High Blood Pressure Wounds Make Me Criminal Need ERT Violent Nuisance What Does My Family Expect To Gain When I End Up Like My Aunt Anita Nembhard I Am Already In Gunno Stages Tired Of Reverse Psychology Of Constant Threats To Smash ICT All Left To Share Stories

Without Prejudice Mervelee Myers Must Deal With The MIRAGE Part Of Childhood Traumas Of Disabilities And Poverty Impacted On Family After Parkinson’s Disease DNA Changed Course Of My Life Age 20 Years Old Mother Of 2 Sons Not Plan Decided Not To Have More Children To Experience Life Of PTSD I Had 32 Years Breaches Of Equality Act Protected Characteristics Left Me No Alternative Than Sharing Stories About Roles Of My Families Friends In Making Me A Voiceless Victim Of Systemic Discrimination When I Loss People Who Shape My Life Make Me The Person Who Refuse To Accept Giving Up As An Option My Intellectual Property Images Copyright CPPDP Harvested Build Brands I Must Continue Fight4justice Writing 16/7/24

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The recent spate of physical and emotional issues affecting MERVELEE Ratty Nembhard-Myers-Tomlinson left me with no choice but to do my research about the A-Z of PTSD I experience from the time I was born in a household of brothers who would end up HATING me for what my mother did to them, even if unintentionally. To have my son here verbally and physically Abusing me make me realize the plots to destroy me. I have been processing everything he said to me since he arrived here and my research is conclusive. 

Imagine after Kevin Donovan Murray and I have the conversation when I told him about the MIRAGE that I was not sure I had witnessed or something I made up that is also part of my Childhood Traumas. Like Maya Angelou who did not speak after she was rape, I made a vow not to discuss the matter and keep it at the recess of my mind to not further damage my FAMILY.

The closest I came to telling anyone was Ms. Reid, until I realized she is a QUACK taking money 💰 under false pretenses. 

I passed the MIRAGE into the safe keep of Kevin Donovan Murray. I once tried to raise the other matter of what I have seen with my own eyes as mother of my boys and the impact that had on me too. I learned from my son some of what happened after I left Jamaica for a new life of opportunities in the UK.

But now I have to accept why on reaching puberty and Mama Lou saying not to let any man touch me had such profound impact on me. I have the name MYERS like the man who used to touch me as a child. In adulthood I was emotionally abuse by my husband. You should know the rest of the story. 

Whilst Kevin Donovan Murray is here where he claims if he did not come, I would be on the street, holding me prisoner, I will not do anything for him to get away with his Reverse Psychological issues affecting him after I left Jamaica in 1992. Since Valdin Allan Legister spent over 3 hours on the phone telling me Mama Lou never told me she loves me and I must tell him I love him so he can tell his children. I will handle this matter sensitively. 

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Those of my brothers who are alive, please examine why your HATE of our MOTHER has been transmitted to me. Whilst you are at it find out why I become the target of the landlord in July 2023 labelling me a VIOLENT NUISANCE. The role you played in abandoning me to be DEPRESSED and dying slowly of TORTURE. 

The plan is for me to face IMPRISONMENT and EVICTION am already a mental case like my Auntie Anita. Next I will be wondering the Street of London and hoping I don’t end up dying tragically like she did. I would have committed suicide if I was not raised this way. I have to take my punishment because there is no repentance in the grave. 

I would have liked to have a conversation with my grandmother IRENE MILLS-NEMBHARD about how she survived 10 years after my father. 

In winding up who introduced the DEVIL to Monique Campbell-Wilson and why. What mind game is that person playing? This is the same person who said if Kevin Donovan Murray bother her when he comes back to Jamaica he gets a gun 🔫 shot in the back of his head.

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I will survive long enough to correct the wrongs I endured each time there’s a bereavement from the time my uncle was chopped up in his yard on a Sunday when I was pregnant with Kevin Murray in 1976. The year my Auntie Tempa died fasting and 1978 when my uncle was murdered because of his job at Bernard Lodge. 

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I will not give anyone any reason to further destroy me. Just so everyone knows I have been listening and reading and making sense of my situation. If I was not in the UK I would have died from Cancer years ago.

Now, it’s time to collect my Intellectual Property and Copyright and Images and CPPDP online in the telling of my stories. I was ASHAMED of my mother until I heard her stories in January 2014.

I accepted her for who she was and as the Trainee Counsellor Laura Tinsley said if she was not who she was she would not have survived. Dr Laura Crawford advised me to seek counselling to find out why I react the way I do to certain situations. 

They tried everything to break me the past 10 years after Mama died with dementia. I have to be careful but I carry on in God’s grace. I am not responsible for what Mama Lou did to any of my brothers. I have done what I can to help my sons. But what did they do to help others push me over the edge? I spent 10 years writing ✍ but no one seems to understand my struggle. I reached out for help and I have been torn apart. Time to pick myself up from the DEPRESSION rendered me unable to cope. I will end this now and continue to do what is necessary. 

I don’t know how long I have  so I have to make haste. I owe no one anything at this time. But, I am mindful that during my frustration when I reached out for support from my families and friends and it was not forthcoming, I went about getting your attention the wrong way. But I was only doing what my mother did. I grew up hearing my mother QUARRELLING for her RIGHTS. I exhausted the Legal Systems on my own and they turned around using my IGNORANCE against me. Tech Don’t Lie and like Nelson Mandela said “The Purpose of Freedom is to Create for Others”. I have been writing from my father was stricken with Parkinson’s disease. 

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I have faced the MIRAGE and realise that in confronting it by discussing the implications with my son, I can now address the TRAUMAS and 32 years of Systemic Discrimination trying to have my voice heard.

I have done the HIV test. I have to book appointment for the Cervical Screening. Hopefully, I don’t have HIV, I have done enough test for it not to surface before if I have it. Contrary to what anyone said I am not promiscuous, but you never know what is lying dormant. I have Human Papillomavirus HPV.

Those of you intent on destruction of MERVELEE RATTY NEMBHARD-MYERS-TOMLINSON have succeed in making my life a LIVING HELL after Mama Lou died with dementia. Why is no one taking the tolls on me and Tom into consideration. 
 
Thanks 👍 

Ratty Nembhard 

Copyright of Mervelee Myers FD (Open) Mental Health & SEND Advocate turn Activist.