Without Prejudice Proof Richard Harty Perverted MIC LEYF Abuse Rings Operate HOC Nursery Did A Voice Of A Child June O’Sullivan UNICEF Report On Childhood In Industrialised Countries Publish 2008 Had 1st Nervous Breakdown At Kings NHS Parents Letters 16/7


Trying my hand at blogging

The Equality Act 2010 Protected Characteristics.

Please join Mervelee Myers in her Fight4justice campaign and support my “Mental Health & SEND Advocacy. As an “Expert Authority on Subjects from the Cradle to the Grave” I can help make the difference by sharing stories about the barriers of discrimination I faced throughout my life.


Men in Childcare and A Voice of a Child by Richard Harty & June O’Sullivan

UNICEF report on childhood in industrialized countries News Item 14 February 2007. For further information email: media@unicef.org.uk. The Good Childhood Inquiry – The Children’s Society www.goodchildhood.org.uk and www.mylife.uk.com. I must put on record that I was a participant in Dr. Maria Hudson “The Experience of Multiple Discrimination” for the Policy Studies Institute recommended to www.acas.org.uk/researchpapers in 2010. After which I carried out the “A Voice of a Child” research project for LEYF CEO June O’Sullivan in August 2010. I was aware of Men in Childcare when I was the EYFS coordinator, SENCO and Multigenerational Working Approach Facilitator at Luton Street Community Nursery. I supported the Apprentice Bryan who shared his experience of depression. Because his cousin was in jail for his involvement of the murder of a white boy. He was not getting any support from the employer. With my firsthand experiences of family murdered and my brother dying in jail. Because he committed a criminal act and waited in church for the Police. I was aware of the impact of discrimination in breach of the Protected Characteristics. I had already faced discrimination and had the first nervous breakdown after the death of my brother with colon cancer in 2008 the year when the Inquiry’s final report and recommendations were published. I started studying with the Open University in 2004 the year I experienced discrimination on many grounds. I was defrauded by my bank, Barclays and begged the South London Press to publish my story. I had a cancer scare even thou I was not aware it was at the time. I had to contact CRB/DBS about concerns re safeguarding at https://www.jobs.nhs.uk and https://careers.kch.nhs.uk and I keep http://unison.org.uk updated and knowledgeable about what was happening to me. In the end I was abandoned to represent myself at the Employment Tribunal. Even the doctor refused to give me a “Medical Report”. I have references from parents and a colleague at Kings to verify my arguments of Institutional Discrimination. Imagine my shock when it seems like history of my “Childhood Traumas” keep repeating itself every time I experienced bereavement and losses. The UNICEF report tells my story of my childhood blighted by circumstances beyond my parents control. Therefore, by using my experiences to provide a “Support Network” to children and their families from I worked as a “Basic School Teacher” in Jamaica. www jbsf.org.uk. I cannot understand why am a victim of systemic discrimination after the death of my mother with dementia.


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A child’s relationship with their parents is pivotal in them achieving a good childhood. I started writing after my father was stricken with Parkinson’s disease https://www.parkinsons.org.uk/get-involved/events. My stories are documented online and used by websites to help others. I spent most of my life resenting my mother for not having a childhood. Then when I heard her story months before she died, I make sure she got recognition in death that she did not get throughout her lifetime. I recalled one of my brothers saying mum should be dad and dad mum. Because of mum’s traumas she was unable to communicate her love for her family. I had never seen mum crying and I used to question if she was my mother. It was only after I got counselling when the Doctor I was sent to advise me to seek counselling to find out why I react the way I do to certain situations that I realized the traumas from our fore-parents from AFRICA continue to affect us today. I created 18 pages at FB to cover subjects that some consider taboo.


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MENTAL HEALTH

Most of our children lead happy lives, but a minority are seriously troubled or disturbed. Yet only a quarter of those affected are getting any specialist help. This neglect is extremely unjust but it is also short-sighted because these children are highly likely to grow up to become troubled and disturbed adults. Refer to https://www.linked.com and https://www.linkedin.com/mervelee-tomlinson whose accounts have been stolen to cover up ABUSE RINGS. Let me draw attention to the Apprentice I mentored who did not finish his apprenticeship because he did not get any support from the employer. Then refer to the reviews online during the Employment Tribunal Myers V LEYF to understand how in Bermondsey where I was rescued from domestic abuse. Four (4) members of the same family was slaughtered in their home by the young man known to them. I must draw reference to Mrs. Gloria Cameron’s CASE DISMISSED www.hansibpublications.com for why nothing has changed in the way allegations are used to target those of us who are passionate about breaking down the barriers of exclusion by raising concerns. As a contributor to the www.express.co.uk Mental Health CRUSADE, I published articles and shared with the newspaper my experiences to help othrsr..I I had a conversation with Alastair Campbell about ALL IN THE MIND www.penguin.co.uk before I was pushed over the edge be 1 in 5 of all suicides are associated with unemployment www.hctgroup.org.


Living With Chronic Anxiety


1. I remember my life when I was a carefree little girl

Who moved from the location I was born to live at our own land?

The place was Ga-Ga Street that my brother ASHTER named Palmetto Close

The most abiding memory that stands out for me

Was running from where we live and falling at the entrance of the Street

Cutting my forehead open on the stone protruding from the ground


2. I am sure I got up went back home and have the scar as proof

I have concluded this was a chance to build my resilience

That was to see me survive one adversity after another

There were many challenges to follow

Which were part of the TRUAMAS I experienced

With each disaster I created I was helped to carry on


3. I learned to cook gathering stuff from the garden

But not knowing the laws of nature I suffered for my ignorance

And refuse to eat certain foods

There was the time dad had to cut the rings that were twisted off my finger

I have the scar to prove that too


4. With knowledge comes power, I must have been a clumsy child.

As far as I can recall I had a happy childhood as can be expected

Growing up with a loving family in a village that raised me.


5. Being an only girl, I was more than privilege to lavish

And accept the relationships with those in my family network

I enjoyed the things that were part of my transitional development

(I have recorded some of my cherished moments growing up ) x2


6. I am still trying to work out when my life was turned upside down

That is the time I changed from the fearless Tom Boy

To a panic-stricken little girl who was shy and covering up my nervousness


7. If a child lives with ridicule it learns to be shy

I can recall my first panic attack when an old man threatened me

For my cheekiness in taking up a dare


8. My Personal Challenges over the next 10+ years did not help

If a child lives with criticism it learns to condemn

I turned my anger unto my father’s God for allowing him to suffer

And stopped going to the Townhead Baptist Church where I did not feel I belong


9. If a child lives with shame it learns to be guilty

If a child lives with security, it learns faith

The discrimination of the past 7 years stripped me of my dignity

As the SYSTEMS colluded to make me a criminal in the eyes of the laws

How do I come to terms with what happened to me after experiencing bereavement and losses?


10. If a child lives with hostility it learns to fight

If a child lives with tolerance it learns to be patient

I am back to when I was a child carefree little girl


Mervelee Myers The Advocate


Theory of Mind

Theory of mind is a term used to describe a person’s awareness of their own mental process and mental processes of other people. While the ability to think about the nature of the human mind certainly increases with age and maturity even young children can begin to have an understanding of the emotions and perceptions that give humans their “human-ness”. Refer to Maslow Hierarchy of Needs as it relates to me as a person who was taught resilience to use the “Early Intervention Strategies and Holistic Approaches” for my needs and the needs of the children and their families I worked with throughout my working life in the UK and Jamaica. Where responsibilities of caring were thrust upon me from an early age when my youngest sibling was born.


Maslow Hierarchy of Needs:

SELF-ACTUALIZATION Realizing your full potential, becoming everything one is capable of becoming

AESTHETIC NEEDS Beauty in art and nature – symmetry, balance, order, form

COGNITIVE NEEDS Knowledge and understanding, curiosity, exploration, need for meaning and predictability

ESTEEM NEEDS The esteem and respect of others AND self-esteem and self-respect. A sense of competence.

LOVE AND BELONGINGNESS Receiving and giving love, affection, trust and acceptance. Affiliating, being part of a group (family, friends, work)

SAFETY NEEDS Protection from potentially dangerous objects and situations, eg. the elements, physical illness. The threat of both physical and psychological (eg fears of the unknown). Importance of routine and familiarity.

PSYCHOLOGICAL NEEDS Food, drink, oxygen, temperature regulation, elimination, rest, activity, sex.


I am hoping by editing this blog to match my experiences of discrimination from it was written to where I am in 2022 with my mental and physical health exacerbated. The reader can understand why the UNICEF report on childhood in industrialized countries gotten worse.

Mother’s Day

Today May 12th, 2013 is being celebrated as Mother’s Day around the world but not in the UK.  So even thou I have been living in the UK for over 20 years I do what everyone else does and celebrate Mothering Sunday with the children I work with.  However I always celebrate officially around this time because my mother and the other women who played important roles in my life are living abroad.  Even thou I told my children that there is a different time for Mother’s Day in the UK, they still salute as part of the custom at this time too.  My mum is the most important person in my life and for me every day is Mother’s Day as far as I am concerned.  This week is also being celebrated as Dementia Awareness Week so I have decided to write about the debilitating condition www.dementia.org.uk that has mum in its grasp and from which there is no escape.  I know for certain that she will only be released from her misery when the good Lord decided to answer our prayers and take her home to be with her loved ones.

MM Updates: After the death of my mother I have been forced to relive my childhood traumas when my father was stricken with Parkinson’s disease. I spent 10+ years of my life seeing the man who represent the knowledge, values and beliefs that made me who I am/was changed before my eyes. I

was forced to question my parents’ GOD because my father beat me once for swearing. So throughout the next 10 years until my father died, I took out my angst on God in my head. Since my stories can be verified on other platforms I must continue so others can benefit from reading about how my resilience and applying Maslow Needs help me to never accept giving up as an option.


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The Eve of Mothering Sunday 2015

I wrote a letter to my former employer about my concerns on the eve of Mothering Sunday the 14th March 2015.

I am bringing this into my arguments about the second miscarriages of justice https://www.gov.uk/employment-tribunal-decisions/ms-m-myers-v-london-early-years-foundation-2300047-2016 that was used by the Judiciary of England and Wales to make me a victim. After I experienced bereavement and losses the second time and allegations were used to trigger my TRUAMAS.

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Memories of #GaGaStreet 1963 to date. The stories of Mervelee Myers who was born at Townhead & Adjacent Districts Of Westmoreland of MyJAMAICA to parents IVAN SANDYMAN and PERLINE LOUISE 19 May 1956. I am the one surviving GIRL who was privilege to grow up with my Seven (7) brothers of whom 5 were older and 2 younger. My life has always been an “Open Book” for obvious REASONS!


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Yes Michael Legister Valdin Legister Mertie Bernard Amly D Nembhard Ervin Nembhard Dostan Nembhard et al… Know your history and don’t be taken in by Sandy Sandy. She is DONNETT PATRICIA HINDS LEE-MURRAY satan ARCH ANGEL SUNDAY SCHOOL TEACHER… & treasurer of #KemoyVazJLP…

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Tidy my kitchen. Go to bed. Lots of documenting to do tomorrow. Need to set up my podcast. G/night who reading?

Seems as if #JohnBooth go find the bundles where they were hidden by the EAT? When dem a go larn? 1 Share

Preparing for Winsome Duncan: Author, Artist & Book Confidence Coach that scammer with the #1talent… 1 Share

Mass Tom don’t understand we are totally different. But I’m thankful for the #love. Will never find another… 4 Comments


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INSPIRED THINKING “We can’t help everyone, but everyone can help someone” Ronald Reagan (1911-2004) 1Fully Green 4 Comments 2 Shares

Taurus: A new friend is taking too much interest in your private business. It feels as if they want to know your every secret. The more they pry, the more you guard your privacy. 2You and Valdin Legister 2 Comments

It’s snowing. I was thinking of going to get folders to complete the paperwork? Thanks son Valdin Legister for the inspiration, appreciate

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A “Theory of Mind” (Often abbreviated in TOM) is a specific cognitive ability to understand others as intentional agents, that is, to interpret their minds in terms of theoretical concepts of intentional states such as beliefs and desires…


My Website & YouTube 2012

In 2012 I created my website http://www.myvision.org.uk that I used to publish on https://www.google.com G+ and www.adwords.google.com when I was a novice. In 2012 memos were sent to LEYF employees to join social media to contribute to the CEO blog. Others were reluctant, but I took the plunge, joined and add others. Suffice it to say I have had two (2) accounts stolen by LinkedIn to cover for LEYF and www.nurseryworld.co.uk after I was an influencer with my Homemade Books. But what must be noted is how I was/am targeted and my domain name transferred to cyber criminals. I


4 years ago Mervelee Ratty Nembhard is in Bermondsey. March 17, 2018  ·

When I couldn’t sleep, and feeling the relapse into depression. I reverted to my Early Intervention Strategies and comb my #naturalhair. Soon I know the sleep would come. LEYF discrimination help me become the Expert Authority on subjects from the cradle to grave. Soon brand Mervelee Myers is coming with support from my 2 Sons Kevin Murray and Valdin Legister. Would anyone be surprised to hear that I have been abandoned and rejected by some of my families and friends?

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Coping along the way    

My mum has always known, cared for and be around family friends and acquaintances who needed special support because of illnesses all of her life from she was very young.  She lost children in infancy; helped to care for her dad, husband, mother; buried her brother, sons and numerous family but she was always able to bounce back.  MM Updates: Theory of Mind A Model of Mental-State Attribution – How do we understand each other? Although we are rarely aware of it, we utilize notions of invisible, intangible, and yet pragmatically very useful entities such as intentions, desires, beliefs, and knowledge to make human and animal behavior comprehensible and predictable.

Now that the Lord has seen fit to strike her down with Dementia, this has become a trying time for her and the rest of the family. We know there is no way back and we have to do our utmost best to support her the best we can until she is called home to rest from her toils.  MM Updates: My experiences from the age of seven (7) when my sibling was born prepared me for how I was going to have to take on the responsibility for caring for others. My father who was a “Storyteller” prepared me with the values and beliefs that would see me taking a stance about the issues that are important to me. I was aware of my deficits and limitations from early and find ways to compensate so I am at the top of Maslow Needs Table with maximizing my potential and becoming everything I could achieve.

Now that I am older and wiser, I will no longer question the works of God as I did when my dad was stricken for over a decade with his illnesses.  I have also come to terms with the fact that I will not be able to get rid of the DNA hence the genes I was born with and is trying to make my life as beneficial as is decently possible until the good Lord decided my time has come to be struck down with any one of my many ailments which I inherited from my parents.  MM Updates: Theory of Mind Mechanisms or (ToMM) My studies and personal experiences of having Hidden Disabilities empowered me in my work as an EYFS coordinator, SENCO and Multigenerational Working Approach Facilitator in the Early Years Sector in the UK. My experiences as a Basic School Teacher who did National Youth Service as a “Teaching Assistant” helped me become the “Early Years Practitioner” who developed the listening ethos. Therefore, I must recommend that my online profile which is one of my “Defensive Practice” must be use as evidence. Letters from parents and colleagues and more importantly from Professors Chris Pascal OBE www.crec.co.uk and Tony Bertram EECRERA https://www.eecera.org who I meet at LEYF Big Childcare Conversation at Middlesex University on the 19/9/2015 must be viewed. Because I was endorsed on LinkedIn on the 22/9/2015 on the date Dilys Epton sent me LinkedIn Request. I was sent to CO by the manager Marion Breslin of New Cross Community Nursery for a chat with Neil King. When I got there I was harassed, bullied and intimidated to write a resignation.

In the meantime I am saving my energies to make mum’s life as comfortable as possible until the rest of her remaining days here on this earth?  Sometimes I get burden down along the way and as I am only human lose my cool, but like my mum I refused to keep down and will fight for a better outcome.  MM Updates: Emotional Communication The communication of emotional states appears to be largely involuntary, however, its functional complexity suggests adaptive design. When I wrote this article in 2013 I was struggling with my emotions about resenting my mother for not having a childhood. I did not share this fact with anyone else. However, I had reasons to reflect about my life and incidents that left me at Maslow Needs deficiency needs. In 2022 I am confronted with reliving times in my life when my SAFETY NEEDS were threatened or I experienced verbal and physical harms that impacted on my mental and physical health.

I have decided to find an outlet for my pent up emotions and use my knowledge creatively by writing about life’s experiences.  So I hope this medium will put me on the road to redeeming myself and enable me to become more focused about the things that are most important to me. MM Updates: Theory of Mind A full-fledged theory of mind, then, requires a representational system. This permits the representational mapping of others’ emotional states in a manner that is different from picking up their emotions directly.

As of today I hope I can become a better person towards everyone who crosses my paths and my children will be proud of me as a MOTHER the same way I am proud of the Mother who made me into the person I am today? MM Updates: Why is Mervelee Myers a criminal needing emotional regulation treatment eight (8) years after the death of my mother? Why have I been abandoned and rejected by some of my families and friends. M Updates: The question is where did I go wrong eight (8) years after the death of my mother to be pushed over the edge. And is now a criminal needing emotional regulation treatment. M 1 May 2022 MM Captures Evidence of Discrimination

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Living With Chronic Anxiety


1. I remember my life when I was a carefree little girl

Who moved from the location I was born to live at our own land?

The place was Ga-Ga Street that my brother ASHTER named Palmetto Close

The most abiding memory that stands out for me

Was running from where we live and falling at the entrance of the Street

Cutting my forehead open on the stone protruding from the ground

2. I am sure I got up went back home and have the scar as proof

I have concluded this was a chance to build my resilience

That was to see me survive one adversity after another

There were many challenges to follow

Which were part of the TRUAMAS I experienced

With each disaster I created I was helped to carry on

3. I learned to cook gathering stuff from the garden

But not knowing the laws of nature I suffered for my ignorance

And refuse to eat certain foods

There was the time dad had to cut the rings that were twisted off my finger

I have the scar to prove that too


4. With knowledge comes power, I must have been a clumsy child.

As far as I can recall I had a happy childhood as can be expected

Growing up with a loving family in a village that raised me.

5. Being an only girl, I was more than privilege to lavish

And accept the relationships with those in my family network

I enjoyed the things that were part of my transitional development

(I have recorded some of my cherished moments growing up ) x2

6. I am still trying to work out when my life was turned upside down

That is the time I changed from the fearless Tom Boy

To a panic-stricken little girl who was shy and covering up my nervousness

7. If a child lives with ridicule it learns to be shy

I can recall my first panic attack when an old man threatened me

For my cheekiness in taking up a dare

8. My Personal Challenges over the next 10+ years did not help

If a child lives with criticism it learns to condemn

I turned my anger unto my father’s God for allowing him to suffer

And stopped going to the Townhead Baptist Church where I did not feel I belong

9. If a child lives with shame it learns to be guilty

If a child lives with security, it learns faith

The discrimination of the past 7 years stripped me of my dignity

As the SYSTEMS colluded to make me a criminal in the eyes of the laws

How do I come to terms with what happened to me after experiencing bereavement and losses?


10. If a child lives with hostility it learns to fight

If a child lives with tolerance it learns to be patient

I am back to when I was a child carefree little girl


Mervelee Myers The Advocate

Coping along the way    

My mum has always known, cared for and be around family friends and acquaintances who needed special support because of illnesses all of her life from she was very young.  MM Updates: Theories of Theory She lost children in infancy; helped to care for her dad, husband, mother; buried her brother, sons and numerous family but she was always able to bounce back. Now that the Lord has seen fit to strike her down with Dementia, this has become a trying time for her and the rest of the family.  We know there is no way back and we have to do our utmost best to support her the best we can until she is called home to rest from her toils.  Now that I am older and wiser I will no longer question the works of God as I did when my dad was stricken for over a decade with his illnesses. I have also come to terms with the fact that I will not be able to get rid of the DNA hence the genes I was born with and is trying to make my life as beneficial as is decently possible until the good Lord decided my time has come to be struck down with any one of my many ailments which I inherited from my parents.  In the meantime I am saving my energies to make mum’s life as comfortable as possible until the rest of her remaining days here on this earth?  Sometimes I get burden down along the way and as I am only human lose my cool, but like my mum I refused to keep down and will fight for a better outcome.  I have decided to find an outlet for my pent up emotions and use my knowledge creatively by writing about life’s experiences.  So I hope this medium will put me on the road to redeeming myself and enable me to become more focused about the things that are most important to me. As of today I hope I can become a better person towards everyone who crosses my paths and my children will be proud of me as a MOTHER the same way I am proud of the Mother who made me into the person I am today?

In Honour of MUM

The Advantages & Disadvantages of Being an Only Girl

When I was born over ½ of a century ago my mum and gran were the 2 most dominant females in my life as I was blessed with only brothers, so I was always surrounded by males.  This continued to be the norm as I was blessed with 2 younger siblings who turned out to be boys, and not the longed for sister I had wanted all my life. However, I was later compensated for my lack of female siblings by the kind of long lasting relationships I forged along life’s journeys. These relationships have led to my having so many role models, some older, my age and even younger in a support network that span the different communities in which I am privileged to have lived.  Because of growing up in a household of mostly males it is no surprise that I grew up to be a typical Tom Boy until I hit puberty when mum tried to put a stop to my Tom foolery ways without an explanation.  MM Updates: INEQUALITIES My family was coping until my father was stricken with Parkinson’s disease which change the dynamics of how I was affected as an only girl who had to take on responsibilities to help my mother. Because my stories are documented in details online I will be brief to let others understand the essence of how I survived “Childhood Traumas and Hidden Disabilities”. Only to experience “Institutional Discrimination” that denied me my ENTITLEMENTS after mum died. My husband and I are TRAUMATISED and we are the HCT Group Impact Report 2016 statistic of 600,000 older people in the UK say they leave their home once per week or less.

However after much reflections I can understand mum’s rationale for trying to rope in the stubborn child whom I had become?   I must confess that over the years I have morphed so much into my mum and granny that it is very much uncanny.  I keep reminding myself at times…, but that’s exactly what mum and gran would do in the same circumstances.  Reminds me of some of the sayings like chip doan fly fur from block, kettle a cuss pot black, pig did ask sow wat mek your mouth long suh and sow sey bambye you will see… MM Updates: My stories can be summed up in my BOOK In Honour of Strong Women Everywhere. But my manuscript was stolen by Winsome Duncan with whom I have an “Engagement Agreement”. She was groomed by the barrister https://www.ryanclement.com to find vulnerable black women online for them to scam. She sent the www.met.police.uk to section me from a malicious report on Facebook. My stories about Police TERRORISM and RACISM are documented online. Yet am the one who is targeted to try and section me under the Mental Health Act so I have no say in my care. I participated in Mental Health research http://www.radar-cns.org and www.maudsleybrc.nihr.ac.uk


How Am Shaped by my Knowledge, Values and Beliefs

As today is celebrated as MOTHER’s Day (except in UK) and Dementia Awareness Week (in UK) I must confessed that I am glad to say I still have a Mother who is 89 years and counting. However I am here harking and wishing I could turn the clock back to the time before I discovered that MUM was developing Dementia and tried to break the news to my family.  Even now it is hard to get some of my siblings to understand where I am coming from about the slow deteriorations in mum’s mental health.  Of late her condition has exacerbated to the point where she hardly recognizes her children at times.  I share moments with my big breda Balis where I am overcome with laughter or shed tears about some of the antics she gets up to.  MM Updates: Imagine how am feeling after am abandoned and rejected again by families and friends who say am MAD.

I am a very sentimental person who knows more about Mum than she even knows about herself, and she has covered her vulnerability with a cloak to hide the pains and grief’s she suffered throughout her life.  Like Mum I too have been covering myself with that cloak to get away from the hurts, but I guess not as successful as her as I am always overcome by emotions?  MM Updates: I never hide my vulnerability but 30 years in the UK left me a VICTIM of the SYSTEMS.

So today I am writing this little ditty as a reminder of the wonderful person MUM is and was, and I thank my lucky stars that dad chose her to be OUR Mother.  Mama has had her ups and down throughout life coping with all kinds of adversities that would cause a lesser person to hand in the towel, but she never complained about her lot in life and picking the short straw.  She was a stern Mother who never puts up with any foolishness from any one; she did her duties by her family, friends and community; lived an exemplary life serving her God and most of all was there to provide care and support for those who needed her services.  She was a tower of strength when dad and later her mum took sick and she eventually had to go out and worked like a man to make sure her family had bread on the table.  MM Updates: Refer to my Websites and YouTube and Social Media to verify that I am a credible witness. As in the words of Nelson Mandela “The Purpose of Freedom is to Create for Others”.

I was in my early teens when dad took sick and over the years I watched as the burdens of life took their tools on MUM, but she never once shirked her responsibilities to her family.  It breaks my heart each time I called to speak to her and sometimes she has retreated to a world of her own where even I her only daughter cannot intrude. And then when she has some clarity and says things like you are so far away and don’t have money to come and look for me…?  It makes matters even worse. MM Updates: Can anyone understand why I am BROKEN because of the DISCRIMINATION taking a toll on me. As I wrote in the letter to LEYF on the eve of Mothering Sunday 2015 I am DEPRESSED and slowly TORTURED to DEATH.

But I have to deal with the realities of life and know that I have to continue working hard in the UK despite whatever may befall me in order to afford to give MUM a better quality of life.  MM Updates: How do I come to terms with being made a CRIMINAL needing Emotional Regulation Treatment and am abandoned and rejected again?

So it is with a heavy heart I sit here and write this tribute to my MOTHER for the years of dedicated services she has provided.  I know I have inherited all Mama’s traits and there is no escaping, but I hope I’ll be able to conduct myself with as much Dignity dealing with what life throws at me.   MM Updates:   I am fearful I am going to DIE without clearing my name???


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On this day 8 years ago

Mervelee Ratty Nembhard is with HCT Group and 9 others . Refer to for more…

February 27, 2014 · Shared with Public

Was on my WH so decided to get the bus part of the way… Got off & got on another 1 because it was terminating b4 my destination? Dis Tired Woman came on z bus at EC, pushing pass every1. Dah TB ended at the back asking the YLWB to tek his case out of the way. Not long after the TYB give out that the man should hold his case & not let it ketch her mobile – (of course she have earphones in) Had to say supn cause she chooses to squeeze herself in the space… The HTB then decided to vent her spleen pon me describing me to no ends? All I did was laugh & grind my teeth! Next thing sumady got off & she put herself on the end of the seat across from me & began to look pon me like when WW throw dutty clothes a door MM… Well me show her she couldn’t outstare me? Time 4 my stop so I kindly asks the lady beside me to excuse me & stand aside so I don’t brush on di DG? So I stand up at the door & she trying to outstare me again… So I chat in me JA chat & ask if she wawn cum jump in me Chest? She asks why I decided to talk now & she knows me cause she work at Maudsley. Dat was my cue to tell her dat she is Fucking Mad das why she wuck deh? Although I am MAD I have never had no occasion to end up at the Maudsley yet anyway? In my eyes Bullying & Harassments are obnoxious no matter who is the perpetrators & as to cum talk about she paid her fare so she have rights to a seat! That’s what’s wrong with this country, we have too much frigging RIGHTS. The Bloated Black Bitch needs to go get her own Private vehicle & leave Public Transport alone!

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